fightingthemonsterwithin:

Feeling kinda cute today, particularly for a long day driving up the coast to my annual family picnic! Should of only taken 5-6 hrs.. Ended up taking around 8.5-9.5… So many accidents and traffic jams.

Honestly might be worth it to pay a little more to take the train or fly home instead of driving. Something to thing about- anyways!

Family camp out, kinda anxious about m boyfriend meeting the rest of my family, my body image hasn’t been so great and just trying to keep a positive attitude and not let things get to me. I love my family but sometimes just.. Idk. Hahaha :)
On the plus hand, my close family were so happy to see me. Made me feel loved and important. :) we will see how tomorrow goes when the next group of them show up. :-/ I tend to do better in small groups.

Okay! I gotta sleep, family breakfast in the early morning… Apparently we have 4 family (aunts uncles cousins kids etc) group meals together and that scares me too.

Ahh. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers please!!

Love you all, hope you have a great weekend!

Honestly..

fightingthemonsterwithin:

This morning went great from getting to work at 6 am. I had gotten Dutch Bros and breakfast. I baked banana blueberry muffins for work and was doing great! Then my energy was gone, within an hr and a half I completely crashed. I feel lethargic, incredibly fat, and unbearably exhausted. I know I…

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A little known fact about me is that I absolutely love photography. It’s been there through my worst, best and every where in between. It’s truly a passion of mine. This photo is one of my favorite photos from this past weekend.. Makes me feel very relaxed and content! ☺️

fightingthemonsterwithin:

A little known fact about me is that I absolutely love photography. It’s been there through my worst, best and every where in between. It’s truly a passion of mine. This photo is one of my favorite photos from this past weekend.. Makes me feel very relaxed and content! ☺️

fightingthemonsterwithin:

Great anniversary getaway this weekend! My boyfriend surprised me with a trip to the beach. It was absolutely wonderful filled with sunshine, beach, romance, bonfires, drinks, traditions, exploring, advertisers, giggles, and lots of fun!

fightingthemonsterwithin:

A couple photos from yesterdays adventure with my incredible boyfriend for our anniversary, it was amazing! I would do more of us but yesh. Beach, fires, drinks, dancing, yummy food, traditions and a great night away together. 😊☀️❤️